NOW
i dont have no future
i dont have no past
all i have is now..
gotta use it somehow
all the dreams and the fantasies
will be alive and true..
just have to keep still
ans take it slow
and watch as every step of mine
turns out into a show..
cos it's all a show baby
and the showman runeth it frm the cloud above
but ur show is ur show
gotta be ur own showman.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Monday, August 28, 2006
Mutation
I feel like throwing up
Cos I dont like what I consume
They gave what they think is good
But it's not for the kind like mine.
I'm a mutation
I'm a fucking mutation
I'm an abberation..
I'm far away from normalization
I cry when they laugh
Their sadness gives me strength
I'm so confused in their moments of ecstacy
I'm cold to their sorrow.
I'll go where I'm not supposed to
Dont try to stop me
I'll go through you if I have to
Emotions dont bind me.
I'm not worthy of your trust
I'm gonna loose it, I'm telling you
If ever you confide in me
I'm gonna use it to bruise you.
My wounds go deep, Dont try to heal me
I'm a mutation, Medicine wont treat me
I'm not a disease caused by any circumstance
I'm my own parasite, I ain't gettin' no second chance.
I feel like throwing up
Cos I dont like what I consume
They gave what they think is good
But it's not for the kind like mine.
I'm a mutation
I'm a fucking mutation
I'm an abberation..
I'm far away from normalization
I cry when they laugh
Their sadness gives me strength
I'm so confused in their moments of ecstacy
I'm cold to their sorrow.
I'll go where I'm not supposed to
Dont try to stop me
I'll go through you if I have to
Emotions dont bind me.
I'm not worthy of your trust
I'm gonna loose it, I'm telling you
If ever you confide in me
I'm gonna use it to bruise you.
My wounds go deep, Dont try to heal me
I'm a mutation, Medicine wont treat me
I'm not a disease caused by any circumstance
I'm my own parasite, I ain't gettin' no second chance.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Apocalypse
The world has gone far ahead
And I am left behind
Good is a virtue no more I believe
To Aristotle .. are my thumbs up
To survive.. I am comfortably numb
Apocalypse has occurred indeed
Why what else would you consider the end
Than the begginning of the rotting
For where every vice is the new virtue
And Satan's scored more homeruns than God.
The world has gone far ahead
And I am left behind
Good is a virtue no more I believe
To Aristotle .. are my thumbs up
To survive.. I am comfortably numb
Apocalypse has occurred indeed
Why what else would you consider the end
Than the begginning of the rotting
For where every vice is the new virtue
And Satan's scored more homeruns than God.
Monday, June 19, 2006
Madness
What is your definition of 'madness' ? Are you mad.. or are you one of those people who think only "others" are mad. When all your life, almost all of your beliefs in life, have been based on prejudiced opinion; when all the intelligence in you has been spoonfed to you; when all your life , you have been incapable of questioning whether what u have been told about the "right" is really right or not or whether what you have been told about "wrong" is really wrong or not, then how the FUCK on this earth can you decide "Who's MAD?".
Madness is just a word, just like simplicity. It's relative. Everything, every word, every emotion, every thought in life is RELATIVE. YOU should decide, where, in those thin piercing lines of relativity, lies your definition of madness. Maybe it's a good thing. Or maybe it's just plain suicidal. But it's not imperative that it's BAD. If madness helps you overcome your biggest fears, then madness is essential. If madness makes you happy, then it's good. If madness gives you pleasure, then it's welcome. If madness gives you purpose in life .. then it's inevitable. It's only one of the many things that's there in your bank of life. It's like a Fixed Deposit. Keeping it locked will get you the interest, but you'll loose out on the principal. So.. Spend it. And see what it buys you. Yes.. it's business. The business of madness.
But dont bother yourself too much. Half of you reading this will never be able to see outside of your box your whole life. The remaining half will never have the guts to TRY. It's a world full of cowards as I see it. And this is my final call. Hop on to the Madness Express.. or be left behind in the darkness you would like to call .. LIGHT.
What is your definition of 'madness' ? Are you mad.. or are you one of those people who think only "others" are mad. When all your life, almost all of your beliefs in life, have been based on prejudiced opinion; when all the intelligence in you has been spoonfed to you; when all your life , you have been incapable of questioning whether what u have been told about the "right" is really right or not or whether what you have been told about "wrong" is really wrong or not, then how the FUCK on this earth can you decide "Who's MAD?".
Madness is just a word, just like simplicity. It's relative. Everything, every word, every emotion, every thought in life is RELATIVE. YOU should decide, where, in those thin piercing lines of relativity, lies your definition of madness. Maybe it's a good thing. Or maybe it's just plain suicidal. But it's not imperative that it's BAD. If madness helps you overcome your biggest fears, then madness is essential. If madness makes you happy, then it's good. If madness gives you pleasure, then it's welcome. If madness gives you purpose in life .. then it's inevitable. It's only one of the many things that's there in your bank of life. It's like a Fixed Deposit. Keeping it locked will get you the interest, but you'll loose out on the principal. So.. Spend it. And see what it buys you. Yes.. it's business. The business of madness.
But dont bother yourself too much. Half of you reading this will never be able to see outside of your box your whole life. The remaining half will never have the guts to TRY. It's a world full of cowards as I see it. And this is my final call. Hop on to the Madness Express.. or be left behind in the darkness you would like to call .. LIGHT.
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